K, erm today went out den blah blah blah lazy elaborate,
hmmm hwee mein jy jy! HAHA
okay i've learnt, never look back! cos our eyes are in front not at de back so never look back!
de past is gone no use dwelling on it, concentrate on de present.
haha

i jus love my guinea pig!!!!!!!
haha, buying new cage for him x3
i wan buy small house for him also leh!
i wan buy more nice things for him, aft all he's been with me for 3yrs, 3YRS!!!! its not easy to come by.
oh for his partner too! (:

left with abt 1wk more to n lvls, sigh
one of the hardest thing is to say goodbye.
i figure i must have a goal in life!
haven figured tat out, but soon i guess?
haha
today nth much, sleep till so shuang, aft tat go out, wa damn tired sia.

erm i tink tats all ba?
bye
Dun care for someone who wont even give a damn abt u.

i feek tat everyone is getting more & more matured, rational in making decisions
to be honest, im afraid of growing up, sigh de feeling of getting more & more worthless each yr? idk

Changes comes with time, im afraid of changes, etc...
i wonder if 1day i'll ever change?
sigh been feeling down lately...
of everything, I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!! URGH! LOL
its de feeling of.......
sigh



its really damn xin ku in ______________....
breaking down any moment



okay look on de bright side, hmmm i dun tink i have any bright side to look at seriously.
no one takes me seriously anw.
Haha okay finally know wad post le.
LOL
haha watching drama these few days?
kinda
de male lead damn shuai sia XD
LOL!
haha sound so hua chi -.-"
but seriously luh LOLOL
But when i leave this year i won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

LOL, sigh~
i;ve nth more to say. all i can say is 1day loneliness will overwhelm me :(
i gotta learn to rely on myself & get used to loneliness, i dunno how but i guess i've got to learn how..
i've to start from beginning if i go to a new environment it scares me esp since i've gotten acustomed to sec sch life alr. sigh~ i wish i wasn't so stupid.
 
well all good things have to come to an end, tats life.
changes are inevitable, the world is constantly changing , without changes dere will be no advancements as well as improvements. (LOL, i sound somehow kinda chim? -.-")
 
i mus learn to face facts LOL.
meanwhile i'll give my best shot at n lvls & also fufil my other goal! haha
jy jy haha
even though i hate changes also bo bian haiz
haha okay today had some laughter kinda cheer me up but...still sad leh..
okay nth else to blog?