so many things i want to say but i dont know how to put it into words
no words can describe how i feel now

24th OCT 3012, its officially the end :/



I nvr thought that i would return to blogging, sometimes i feel that no one understands me or maybe its just me pushing everyone away. Sometimes i just feel like crying, breaking down. But what can u do if u had dropped too much tears in the past and now it seems like almost impossible to cry? maybe no one knows wad im talking abt.
No one even reads this blog anymore anyway.


My personal life is going downward spiral and my studies cant even make the cut. I feel so depress now, its like u feel like ending ur own life. yeah been through it, i wont do it lah, just thinking.

I just wished i could cry in someone's shoulder ...