Another emo post, do u think that I fail as a friend?
Lololol
Dun tink l8r can sleep le sian. Wtf wad lousy grades I got!
Zzzzzz
I scare tmr can't wake up!! Bye-bye le
In groups I'm always the one walking behind but did anyone care ? Noooooo
In school, life is fucked up, results too!
At home fucked up too. My life sucks :(
I wonder 1day if I'm gone will anyone notice?
I got to admit, my heart is made of glass any little things I'll be super sad, whats more if it's a big blow.
I still rmb going to pasir ris park whenever I felt sad, sometimes I would even cry while looking at the sea, I was very sad, sometimes I would even cry myself to sleep that year, no one knew, no one to talk to so started doing the useless & silly things, yeah I know I might be Kua zhang but it's the truth.
Yeah Tat year I really felt dying.. I was hooked on the computer, reluctant to study, ties with my family wasn't good, I couldn't approach anyone not even friends cos I don't have many friends.
Some people would just consult the counselor but I didn't no offense, bcos I felt that a counselor would not be of much help.
My studies were really cmi, my world came crumbling down.. I almost did smth unbelievable.
I rmb going to the carpark and cry after school, really very sad. Okay I might be. Crybaby but idk how else I could to release all my emotions.
When I almost got retained, it's is sad 上加 sad ..ok I cried.
But someone I could really click with taught me how to pick myself up. From then on I tried not to be sad bcos no one will care, might as well be happy.
Till this day I've no more tears left to cry, isit a good or bad thing?
But now ... :(

So useless wallow in self pity! I'm saying myself la.
I still do , haiz.. Tell me what to do with my life pls?
How to make my face from :( --> (:
Im just transparent whereever I go, be it when I'm talking with friends or .. Lol
Don't give me that crap I'm too quiet sick of it alr.
sometimes I really felt tat my existence is just 多余 (extra) de. Maybe it's true, I shouldn't have existed at all. Should just go die sua.

Labels: I feel so alone.. Tell me what to do

I find that I've an attitude problem these months
Reason y?
Don't ask me
Because no one appreciates me when I'm my original self , don't take everything for granted.
Haha so im just sitting here at my work place. Doing nth! Yes NOTHING!!! Xxxx just got off from work, its 5.49am now -.- hehe
I've got my pay!! Zz boss just walk past me just now =.="
Haha I got lobang who want job? Contact me! I tink 7.50 per hour after mid night? at least better den macdonald :P
I don't feel like going sch leh.. :(
When I go sch or work my face will from :| to :( and finally to T.T
Haiz even if I want to cry there's no more tears left already fret not
I just dunno what to when....
The only person I can confide in is bf .. How I wish sia.. but __ is changing too . I feel so alone..
I don't think this will last till next year.. I wish it'll last forever.. But I know nothing last forever, people will change ..
So I was alone right from the start , should start getting used to it...
I always thought that u were the one I was looking for but end up?
Maybe u are selfish I tolerated this, I guess it's everyone for themselves yeah? Sigh...
Life ain't getting me nowhere :(
I swear u'll nvr find anyone like me again.

Life.. All my gd frens are getting prettier, I feel ;( when I stand beside her T.T



Be it in sch or outside, perhaps I'm just the same sigh...