Day 5 without u or shld I say day 6? Happy new yr
Haiz slowly getting used to life without u. Visiting his grave occasionally :')
Okay today went to work surprisingly I'm still working sch reopen I also working I dub tink I've any hopes of passing my o lvls seriously la
Sch is starting omg my nightmare ..
U really wna know de reason why I hate sch? Cos I know nobody will ever give a shit abt me.
Priority is always others, I'm sick & tired of it , im also a human being I've emotions too ..

Sadly no one seems to realise this point sigh..
My life is so pathetic ya
My nightmare has officially begun, my go died & god knows wad will happen nxt yr..
I miss my zhu zhu, piggy.. Haiz..
Day 3 without u, I wonder how I survived without u.. Haiz words can nvr describ how much I miss u :(
Saw a gp go tat look 75% like u.. So tempted to buy ya know? But I know once I buy Tis whole cycle abt gps will nvr end ..
No one can ever replace u in my heart.
Just visited him at his grave just now.. Made him a heart & place on his grave haiz.. Will be buying flowers, as in potted plants
I know no matter how much I miss u, ur nvr gna come back..
The hardest thing to do is to say bye bye it seems I dun wna say it..

I know keep reading abt my post abt piggy v sian but wad to do? Too bad lor.
Day 2 without u here.. :'( miss u badly..
I miss u..
The house is so quiet without u here.. I'm do bored at home haiz..
No more cuddling.. Still rmb u love go go inside blanklets.. And I'll be beside u.. Now no more of these , ur under de ground now.. I miss u my furry companion..
I know nothing lasts forever but this is just too sudden..
I regret neglecting u when u were sick .. I know no point regretting now it can't bring u back to life also :'(
Now I really wonder what's the point of living when we are all gnu die someday? Dun worry I'm not depressed or anything just wondering..
I feel as though my life isn't complete anymore :(
Life is as dull as ever no entertainment whatsoever ..
I miss u terribly!!!!!!!
I miss my piggy... Haiz.. Created his death cert just now.. Wrote down everything it kinda makes me feel better but.. I still tink of him at times..
FYI, all my deceased guinea pigs have one, maybe u all tink is stupid but I dun tink so. My hamsters have one too lol
Ok u might tink I'm obsessed with animals, maybe ur rite? If u tink I'm crazy so be it as long as I know I'm not lol.
I love animals :)
Sigh , feeding my other pig carrot now ..
I rarely posts any pics and abt my other guinea pig de cos it belongs to my kor lol.
I miss piggy :'( zhu zhu...
No other pig can ever replace u <3
:'(
I know I dun say tis but I love & miss u..
Contemplating to buy a flower to put on his grave :'(
maybe 1 day I might forget u but all the memories will stay <3
haiz my guinea pig died ytd 26 Dec 2010, 9.15pm

i miss him so much...
here's some of his recent pictures..



26 Dec in de morning before he died.
haiz.....







Farewell my furry companion :'(
Yes my guinea pig died :,(
Cried my eyes out just now.. Haiz
I know to some ppl it maybe stupid to cry for an animal let alone a guinea pig but I dun care laugh all u wan cos when u have a beloved pet u'll know how much it hurt me when he left.
Okay i found out abt his sickness just ytd & today he's gone.. I'm a bad owner I kept neglecting my pets haiz..
The vet said tat he has breathing problems & when he was coming home just earlier today I thought that he would survive but in de end no :'(
Spent a bomb on his medicines and he just died w/o taking one of it but I duh tink it's a waste cos I tried my best to get him cured. Haiz now ray he's gone, I hope he'll be much happier in de afterlife haiz..
His partner is learning how to live alone, idk whether I wan a new guinea pig cos I feel tat I'm not ready for a new one..
Not getting another one as I can't stand de anguish of losin my pet over & over again .. Haiz will edit tmr
My first crush.. Hahaha XD
Today went for work WTF stupid customer not understanding at all I was sending food to another customer den I told him to wait first obviously ..
When I come to him WTF?!?! He act like a child! Kp sia -.-

He give me tat children temper, purposely ignore me I ask him wad he wan but he nvr ans wad of attitude is Tis!! FYI I'm not ur mum idiot (to the customer) haha how old alr still give me such a childish attitude. Kp! Wa if I ever become customer dun bump into I confirm make u ps uh!! Haha!

Ok I dun tink u'll get wad u mean

Me: *sending food to another customer
Childish customer: put his hands up & call me
Me: told him to wait
Den I go to him le
Childish customer: starts preaching on how I must repent him
Me: ok ask him wad he wan
Childish customer: *ignores me* throw tantrum -.-
Me: say sry

Overall kp sia Tis is de first I ever came across a 40smth yr old who acts like a child! Pls lah I also not ur mum throw wad childish tantrum -.-
Attitude problem!!!!
Haha talk abt Tis kinda person spoil mood sia
Sch is reopening soon
I HATE IT!!!!
Help somebody~
Lol lots of catching up to do ;) hehe)
Now den I realize what u see on de surface maybe not be the truth pls OPEN UR eyes BIG!
Wad a hypocrite, a wolf in a sheep's clothing (:
I hate it when everything is all abt u, wadever ppl ask me is all abt u, i feel so extra so transparent, its like i dun exists at all :(
Anything tat ever happened to me, no one has ever shown concern, even if i drop dead now, i guess either no one will bother or no one will know im dead, tats how transparent im to ppl, LOL i dunno wad im talking abt now.
But who cares, it made me change my way of thinking, etc; no one will be dere for me, i just have to be dependant on myself.

I hate being misunderstood, if u tink im tis type of person, so be it.
 Going out l8r , to do smth :((
when im back den i edit
Feel like changing my blog URL to everydollarcounts haha
Today took my results v bad actually :(
De new principle talk to us b4 releasing our results hah I was like thinking heng uh not de last time principle if not I tink she'll nag den waste alot of time de lol! No need go le haha
Actually I wasnt feeling anything from ytd until de moment I step into de auditorium. Yes in de auditorium I started feeling scared perhaps I didn't dare face up to de truth..
Okay super ps tin happen suddenly my iPod play dunno wad song wth ps sia I tink is cos I forgot to lock or wadever shit.
I'm not gna state here whether I got promoted anot if u see me in coral nxt yr den promote lo if not den no lo.
Truth is de only sub I ever studied for n lvls is humanities, maths? De rest I didn't really studied at all which is why I got crappy results..
I regret letting my brain rot for 2 months plus!! Omg
Tmr taking results yet I've no feelings at all perhaps cos I know tat nth good would come out of it..
I feel tat heaven is playing with me at times ..
Actually I realise it's not life tats unfair overall life is fair perhaps de only reason i feel life is unfair bcos other ppl get it going in their lives whereas mine? It sucks nth abt me is good.
To strive in life u just have to work hard but I'm not doing it probably de main reason why im suffering now :(
Ok idk wad I'm talking now
Today s slept de whole morning & aftnoon! Slept till 4plus u can imagine how tired am I.. Work work work it's taking up a great deal of my time with frens sry i wasn't able to go out everyday. Everyone will be busy with sch nxt ur highly likely tat I'll be free everyday..
I wna get another shot at n lvls my results wil be horrible! :(( ;(
Ur de first guy who ever did tat xD haha I'm so random
At times I wonder who will really be dere for me when I need them?
I doubt so
In any case wadever happens I just have to be strong
Ppl change, life's fucked up.
One wrong decision can really change my life I practically ruined my own future so I'm just a good for nth!
Getting my results on fri I'm feeling scared now I scare see my results..
Anyway good luck to my frens who are heading on to sec 5 whereas for me I'm done for.
Finding cynthia tmr


Actually n lvl is easy is bcos I'm jut plain stupid! Tats why I can't pass


:(
My life sucks..
If I ever get de chance to retake n KVM nxt yr I won't let anything distract me
Ytd ton at Qr house went home early de nxt day eat lunch all these den went out again sry for leaving early :/
Actually wanted to go for my nite job but decided against it.
Sometimes I tink boys are so fickle minded! :/
See one girl like one girl WTF!
Oh gosh I'm growing fatter :((
haiz all tats left are just memories :(
I'll miss u guys!


Haiz my life nxt yr will be a bore ;(
No one will have time to entertain me or go out with me :(
With no one to hangout go out with, I'll be a couch potato in no time!
I dunno why some ppl like to copy de way I type etc, have some originality please!

I wan go shopping but I've no money :(
Now waiting for my pay which is like the end of this month WTF rite so long..
Get Tis clear I dun care whether u dun like me anot I just wna know de reason k u tink I'm such a bitch but did ever ask itself do u know de whole story? No rite? Sometimes de truth hurts I m in no position to tell u too so ya.
Nxt wk I'll be super free anyone wna go out call me! Lol
Okkk done so bye
I guess I'll nvr see again sigh..
After work, life wil be back to square one again?
Maybe I shouldnt get too attached to the people I meet at work after all im only working on a temporary basis. Hmm working with them is kinds fun actually, everyone so friendly.
It's always so hard to say goodbye :(
Lol
Anyway tat Indian manager I make sure I throw shit in his face when I quit ah!!!
Super ungentleman sia, make me carry so heavy de things when he ownself can carry on his own WTF he think wad ah
De boss.. He aint any better too.
Uhh when I save enough money For de things i wan do den I quit ah! :D
When karma comes knocking dere's no escape (:
Haha random ah sian uhh results coming out on fri le.. Wan die le :(((((
Bye
Sometimes I feel like im a burden :(
I dunno why I'm being treated like this
I hate liars if I hadn't saw tat nvr would I believe tat de one u trust de most would lie to u. Omg my eng is getting worse each day ;(
U might think that the person cn be trusted & wouldn't lie to u but who knows ?
Tats de reason why i seldom trust ppl nowadays.
U might say u dun like it but who knows?

Uhhh k i wan sleep le bye
so tired now...went to work in de morning, ate lunch with tiffany , somebody today off
hehe tmr my turn off ! :D
sian...i damn tired now.....
eyes closing anytime soon :(
tmr going escape with qr cz & joyce?
meeting kinda early :(
Overall, tis ting just sucks
oh ya de indian manager sucks! WTF HE SUCKS act big in front of me order me around somemore! -.-
when i become customer he die ah!!!!! :@ :@
WTF WTF supposed to earn $33 ytd but he insisted tat i came late for work den in de end my pay became $30 walao eh
$3 only nvm but i just dun like the part where he boss me around! :@
act wad sia... cb!
LOL!
so hungry now :(
Tis blog is like kinda dead lol.
Had fun at work kinda haha except for some part ppl Derek are kinda friendly.
Customers are v ma fan walaoeh when I send de food le they still ask me wad de food is WTF they dun even know wad they order .. Ask me for wad I also not de one who make de food -.-

I finally get de meaning so de prob lies with me..
No one understands how I feel, no one.
If only I'm not ugly

Sian tmr still have to wake up early..
Cn die sia..

Everybody changes so does feelings
So tired now sleeping soon bye den