Everything is changing gradually... :(

sigh ...i know im ugly, so fat & ugly im not worthy of anything, my attitude sucks too, im not friendly etc..
im not sociable also.
In conclusion, dere seems to be nth good abt me.
the saying goes, beauty is only skin deep, i doubt so.
my studies aint good either..
everytime, i felt like crying or wadever, i realise im just alone, no one will be dere..
Life just sucks, being me sucks.

Everything in my life sucks.

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Guess wad?! I'm actually blogging on my itouch lol may not be surprising to some but... Lol so ya?
Today went out
Aft tat went work super slack man! Haha
-.- tat indian manager keep asking me do Tis do Tat when no customer around WTF
Lol some words I type maybe got typo cos v hard press ma.
sian uh.. Lol nvm
If everything can start all over again maybe things would have been different.
Well enough of it alr
Tmr going out with qr 12meet lol I'm still awake sia

Today super hungry!!!
I morning nor eat anything, lunch also nvr eat, lol popcorn my "lunch & dinner" sad sia lol I these few days nvr really eat dao proper meal..
I now so lack of $$$!
Somemore I wan buy jacket & slipper

K stop here for now bye
Wad a funny day today! LOL!!!!!
HAHAHA!
okay went to work den do de usual stuffs chilli all these?
anw i've to admit I HATE MY MANAGER! TAT STUPID INDIAN MANAGER!!
_|_
manager nia act like he so high like tat LOL!
enough of him disgusting sia!
been v busy these hols sian i nxt yr will sibei sian ah :( :(
lonely :(
oh ya! today on de way back i saw de kitten again! actually de kitten frens? bro/sis? LOL
VERY CUTE SIA!~!!!!


LOL dunno wad blog le bye for now~
so tired now...
hungry also ...
went out today buy stuffs hehe
MONEY FLY FLY~ :(
:(
BROKE NOW!
i tink i waste money buying stuffs lor... walao..
i still owe ppl ALOT of money qr mum, my bro & my mum LOL :(((
plus i today nvr work got smth on la


sian MONEY PLS COME BACK! TT

LOL!

haha, so gna be busy from dec onwards which is bad means i maybe cant go out le...
but somedays shld be can la haha

im dreading what would happen next...die!
n lvl fail = die die die die die die die
aiya i dunno la...
I today & tmr damn free! haha no work, but nxt wk onwards i'll be damn busy no time to go out le...
sian...
ytd i carried a kitten! omg so freaking cute la!
orange colour de, at first when i saw de cat den it scare & run away from me, den ytd like so friendly la, wan bring home de but..i alr got guinea pig le i dun tink my family will allow lor..
sian
haha today went out see earpiece supposed to hangout but last min cant so ya.

so scared of nxt yr, everyone will be busy, take o lvls le
only me odd one out :(
Life is never, fair it never will be

I hate my life..it sucks!
fyi my personality sucks tooo!

fcking bitch!
zzzz

Today went to work haha, btw my work place got one quite handsome malay guy xD haha also one cute little boy.
de boy so cute sia somemore his back hair got de long long hair? er tail liddat? lol i guess u wont know wad im talking abt haha

today quite less ppl la so kinda slack, so bored...
tmr maybe meeting someone depeds if i morning still sleeping la xD
hehe

sigh...suddenly tink tat death is so scary..
No one gets another shot at life, once its over, its over.
ppl only know how to treasure once smth is gone forever.

haiz..
today went qr house den since im at elias so shun bian buy my guinea pig cage haha
damn ps lor, ppl keep staring oh well cant blame them cos my guinea pig cage quite big, damn ex also! $$ fly fly ~
i today also nv go work...
tmr going haha
bused back home direct bus ma so no need carry de cage walk all de way home.
went home put my guinea pig cage met someone along de way so chat chat den homed again


tmr waking early, its 12plus & im still awake wow
haha tmr gna cook spaghetti again! going to someone's house to cook, i love de food man (Y)

we never know what we got until we lose it, life's fragile, live every sec to de fullest, treasure those around u before it's too late.
Even when everything seems to be going against you, just stay strong even though its hard, i ever once thought of giving everything up till i met you

Wow quotes!~ haha
bye
woke up in de morning den go ntuc shop for groceries haha,
went someone's house den prepare everything le de ingredients all these, wash de chicken, aiya wash all de ingredients la den cook spaghetti also LOL
den ate dere, chat chat watch tv haha
LOL den i dao bao some food go home eat, not bad la, de chicken quite nice! de rest i lazy say i damn tired now..
tmr to sun got work, wtf wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz i dunno aft n lvl wad m i gna do leh since i know i cmi


wtf so pissed off, lui bin! _|_
WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
went out today blah blah blah. lazy elaborate (:
hahaha
today my off day den nan de can go out..
aiya day can go out is can but must go early :(
today brought my guinea pig out den he damn cute la!
i damn fail as owner sia :( :(
kkkkkkkkk
:( my guinea pig! hope he live long long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


---edited----

read abt de news on de 19yr old teen stabbed at downtown east lol i know im abit late.

tmr got plans (:
i feel rather alrite during hols, but when im at sch, suddenly everything just sucks!!


now 12 le ma haha.



so tis is de pics from sun when i come back from work den on train ma at first okay la got abit of ppl den aft stop at tamp den going to tamp LOL alot ppl go le den i on de train like empty de!
okay la heng got one guy at de other side, wa if really nobody den scary lo! fyi de timing near 12 alr
haha enjoy de pics xD

Labels: We didn't drift apart, you changed.